Awakening Your Light Body course: Claire's journey

Note: The male voice on the Awakening Your Light Body cds is Duane Packer (DP) and the female voice is Sanaya Roman(SR). However, I always think of, and refer to them, as DaBen and Orin in my journal notes. DaBen is channelled by Duane Packer, and Orin is channelled by Sanaya Roman. For more info on Orin and DaBen go to their official website (click here)

I was so excited to receive the AYLB cds.

I was surprised. It was not at all what I expected. Though that’s not quite right, as I didn’t know what to expect.

I almost thought ooh, I’m not sure about this…. But because I'd loved all of Orin and DaBen’s books (channelled by Sanaya Roman and Duane Packer), I continued listening to it. (I’m glad that I did). If they’ve created this, I thought to myself, it must be good. It was - it is.

I've started to detail my personal experiences of the Awakening Your Light Body cds. It may take me some time to transcribe my journal. I was going to put all the journal up on my website then I changed my mind. At the moment I am making it available via my free ezine.

My Awakening Your Light Body journey starts fairly mundanely, but as I progress with the course the changes are quite striking.

If Awakening Your Light Body is of interest to you, then I hope you enjoy reading about my experiences of the AYLB course.

From Claire's journal

January 2008:

For the first journey I didn’t feel a great deal. It was quite a relaxing journey with DaBen’s hypnotic deep voice (that I thought a little strange at first but am now getting used to and quite like) and the background music.

I did the second journey lying in bed one morning and nearly drifted off to sleep – I thought I probably shouldn’t be lying down.

I felt so heavy and relaxed and peaceful, I would have loved to allow myself to drift off, but I forced myself back to concentrate on the exercise.

I found the idea of the ‘cone’ (visualisation) a bit weird and it didn’t really ‘enhance’ the experience for me.

The third time today I sat upright in a chair. I’m still not sure (and haven’t been all along) if I’m moving the right muscles in the right areas. But I tell myself that my intention and my imagination will make it all effective anyway.

Anyway, I got more into the contracting and relaxing rhythm and it was almost like my body was doing it itself – like… as natural as breathing. But I soon lost that feeling, and started feeling a bit mechanical again.

I got the rhythm going best as DaBen kind of did his ‘chanting’. When I had to do it myself (without the chanting)it was less easy.

When the journey finished I did feel very spaced out and a bit off balance – found it difficult to walk! Even staggered!

You’re supposed to stretch before and after the journey or do yoga. (I didn’t). Also at the end I became aware of ‘Light’ – whether I was sensing my own light body I’m not sure.

4 February 2008

Again, I wondered/worried that I was contracting the right area and muscles. I’m not sure I found it as relaxing an experience as I’m supposed to.

I did get a bit of a headache at one point but it went away. (I never get headaches!) I also felt thirsty and had some water after the journey.

I listened to journey 2 again and journey 3 straight after so perhaps I overdid it. Again, I felt quite spaced out and staggery when I got up! I’m trying to relax and just go with whatever experience I get but I’m kind of waiting for something a bit more momentous!

I wonder about the new energies I’m taking in and what effect they have on me. Can I process them, combust them so they’re not harmful/unhelpful to me? I was aware of my ‘bands of power’ (see my 'Munay Ki' web page) and kind of called them into play to combust any heavy energy.

I don’t know, but I’m guessing that in time, my energy body will be able to deal with all energies around me – even the ones I’ve felt were difficult and reacted to before. I’m guessing that they won’t affect me and I won’t react negatively, but instead will (hopefully) have a positive effect, and even ‘uplift’ or transmute to a higher vibration the energy around me?

I don’t know but I think this may be what it will be.

4 February 2008

Sub-personality journey by Orin:

The sub-personality I worked with was me aged about 12 with my long hair that I used to hide behind. The one that was bullied at school, that was shy, afraid to speak up and speak out. The one that didn’t want to be laughed at, or teased or made to look a fool.

She was cowering, hunched shoulders, head down but eyes looking nervously, shyly at me. As I sent her love she brightened and straightened a bit.

Finally she was transformed at the top of the mountain to a being, straight and shining with light.

I’d shown her the view from the top of the mountain, the beauty of the scene below and the sky and clouds and eagle soaring as I wanted to soar – flying and floating as easy as the eagle.

The symbol my sub-personality turned into was at first my ‘heart in the sun’ symbol (in another Orin meditation I did years ago, this symbol came to me as the ‘symbol of my life’s work’ and so it’s quite dear to my heart!). Then I wasn’t sure if I kind of ‘did’ that and wondered if there was another symbol.

I had placed the 'heart in the sun' symbol in my heart and then also got a glowing ball of light with beautiful rainbow colours within it. I liked that! I took it into my heart too.

I saw all my other sub-personalities in the circle around me. One stepped forward first to receive light and be transformed. It was a ragged, almost disabled looking youngster in rags – I got a sense of poverty and deprivation – almost Dickensian in feel.

I was pleased to send light to that sub-personality along with light from the Master and the other sub-personalities. One by one, they all received light, until there was a glowing ring of light circled around me.

They all merged again as one into me and I felt that lovely glowing light. They are now working with me – as my team! – towards my goals and the final one – evolution and Enlightenment. Jolly dee!!